Re: First Time
Wow... I'm surprised... Bro really blogged....
Well... I guess everyone is facing different problems in life, be it career, friendship, relationship or family... True, when the time comes, we will just somehow manage it... May be handled well or in a mess... but I think we should always try our best to handle it properly...
For my problems, I think it's not worth mentioning anymore. Sacrifice? Definitely there had been... but what's done can't be undone. So now it's just time for me to slowly learn to move on and leave whatever that's not worth remembering behind...
Actually I'm still trying to find out, what did I learn from this lesson... It's probably a time for self-reflection...
Bro, you've always been our bro. We may not be mature enough to think at your frequency, but need be, we can be there for you. You've always been there for us, but don't keep things up to yourself... Sometimes you do need to talk it out too.... Don't take it as "disturbing us". We're most willing to lend a listening ear.
For the benefit of bro, yup, I'll be taking a break from my blog. (Sorry bro, have been blogging in chinese. So I guess you can't really understand what I wrote.) Will return sometime later when... I'm ready for a new start with me being a better person...
first time
hey you girls and guy... Never imagined I would blog? well this blog is sorta a response to you people's blog messages...
When we leave school and head towards our careers, there will always be a feel of lost occuring... I remember weini once telling me when I started working in January 2007 and she said now the girls are all by themselves without me to be there to talk to them..
How did you all survive? well I guess you all just did right? Like the same way sometimes we face life differently.. but yet what makes us friends is when we meet again we can just chat like we were last time..
We will also be there if each of us had a problem far too great to be handled... Thats what makes us all friends.
Hanping - Though you feel distant from all of us, it wont take too long or hard to just begin chatting with you like we used to.. Thats what differentiate friends from others..
Weini - I know and understand what you are going through.. Persevere and never sacrific what is not worth... You big bro exist to tell you that!! HAha
En - I would like to hear you tell me your issues as well.. but knowing your style, you will always say things are ok.. If I had a chance I will grab you head again.. Wait.. I think I do have chances to do that..
Jon - Now you are teaching.. Remember why you chose this career and learn to be a blessing to those around you.. this includes students and colleagues..
To end, I too am facing big stuff in my life right now.. Will let you all know ASAP.. Dont worry I wont go kill myself or become gay.. =)
A Post To My Numbered Siblings...
To all my siblings, bro, jie meis....
This morning, I visited xiaomei's blog. To my shock, xiaomei.... you're so affected... I must admit that why we didn't really manage to meet for the KTV session for so long is becoz, communication always break down at my side...
To be truthful and honest, my life is in a horrible state for the past 1 month plus... Every weekend is a challenge to me. Many things always happened over the weekend. If you were to plot a graph for my morale or mood swing, the graph looks really horrible. It goes up and down, up and down in a very short period of time...
And that results in me, isolating myself to a corner... That's why, I simply give an excuse of being busy. Yes, I really admit that I was giving an excuse. Please forgive me for that...
In fact, you're not the only ones that's missing out... All my friends are questioning where I've gone to...
To xiaomei:
I'm sorry to cause you have such sorrow... I agree that we were very close once in our uni lives, but after we graduated, we really drifted away. I'm sorry that there's really too many things in my life that I have to handle at the moment... I did not approach you because I'm really not ready. I can't put myself to reveal...
A break is really what I need... Soon, I'll be fine... As for now, let me be alone... I just need some time for myself...
I'm really glad that you found your the other half. Though I only bump into him once together with you at Bugis, but he seems to be quite a nice guy. You have my best wishes... But, just a piece of advice. Treasure what you have now and don't take things for granted. Only that, will bring your relationship to a greater height.
To bro:
I know I've been M.I.A.-ing for awhile... I really just need some time... I know you will understand. Not to worry too much... I've learnt and will grow to be a better person. Every lesson I learnt, will bring me to a greater height and mature along the way...
To Jon:
You have your problems which you didn't tell us too. It might be becoz you felt distant from us gradually. But do remember. We are your friends and we are here with you, but there's a limit to what we can do. Ultimately, you are the only person who can help yourself.
Welcome to the working society... There'll be more things to come and you'll see. It might not be something soothing to your eyes, mind, etc. But that's reality. You can have your opinions to it, but don't avoid. We've got to learn to adapt.... That's the way to live and survive... Don't give up ok?
To En:
Ha ha... We're working in the same company yet we don't communicate much. Very soon, I'll be moving down to your level. So we can have lunch together more often. Our friendship has always been like that. Pretty flat... Not alot of ups and downs. Ha ha... but whenever we feel comfortable, we'll just let it out to each other... 16 years of friendship... What a precious thing I must treasure...
Alright... I think I talk too much... Will try again to arrange for something for us to catch up k?
Once again... My most sincere apologies to all of you...
