A Post To My Numbered Siblings...
To all my siblings, bro, jie meis....
This morning, I visited xiaomei's blog. To my shock, xiaomei.... you're so affected... I must admit that why we didn't really manage to meet for the KTV session for so long is becoz, communication always break down at my side...
To be truthful and honest, my life is in a horrible state for the past 1 month plus... Every weekend is a challenge to me. Many things always happened over the weekend. If you were to plot a graph for my morale or mood swing, the graph looks really horrible. It goes up and down, up and down in a very short period of time...
And that results in me, isolating myself to a corner... That's why, I simply give an excuse of being busy. Yes, I really admit that I was giving an excuse. Please forgive me for that...
In fact, you're not the only ones that's missing out... All my friends are questioning where I've gone to...
To xiaomei:
I'm sorry to cause you have such sorrow... I agree that we were very close once in our uni lives, but after we graduated, we really drifted away. I'm sorry that there's really too many things in my life that I have to handle at the moment... I did not approach you because I'm really not ready. I can't put myself to reveal...
A break is really what I need... Soon, I'll be fine... As for now, let me be alone... I just need some time for myself...
I'm really glad that you found your the other half. Though I only bump into him once together with you at Bugis, but he seems to be quite a nice guy. You have my best wishes... But, just a piece of advice. Treasure what you have now and don't take things for granted. Only that, will bring your relationship to a greater height.
To bro:
I know I've been M.I.A.-ing for awhile... I really just need some time... I know you will understand. Not to worry too much... I've learnt and will grow to be a better person. Every lesson I learnt, will bring me to a greater height and mature along the way...
To Jon:
You have your problems which you didn't tell us too. It might be becoz you felt distant from us gradually. But do remember. We are your friends and we are here with you, but there's a limit to what we can do. Ultimately, you are the only person who can help yourself.
Welcome to the working society... There'll be more things to come and you'll see. It might not be something soothing to your eyes, mind, etc. But that's reality. You can have your opinions to it, but don't avoid. We've got to learn to adapt.... That's the way to live and survive... Don't give up ok?
To En:
Ha ha... We're working in the same company yet we don't communicate much. Very soon, I'll be moving down to your level. So we can have lunch together more often. Our friendship has always been like that. Pretty flat... Not alot of ups and downs. Ha ha... but whenever we feel comfortable, we'll just let it out to each other... 16 years of friendship... What a precious thing I must treasure...
Alright... I think I talk too much... Will try again to arrange for something for us to catch up k?
Once again... My most sincere apologies to all of you...
posted by 薇妮 = ωεϊŋΐ ™ @ 11:42:00 AM
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